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2000-09-27 - 09:48:13 Hmmm what is it I'm really wanting to tell you today? I hesitate to share the fact that I'm semi-obsessed with one of the ladies that posts here. She sounds like someone I'd like to spend the day with - or maybe even several days. Then I wonder if she is anything like what I imagine her to be. I *will* say that I like the way her mind works - how she communicates. All through the night, you can lay your head on my shoulder... The other stuff is still mostly about MOVING. I have to do laundry tonight - sometime between now and tomorrow morning I have to wash some clothes. I really don't want to. I dreamt I was getting married last night. I was in some po-dunk little town out in the middle of who knows where. The girl I was getting married to was attractive and had a mind of her own (to say the least). I didn't have the proper wedding attire and was feeling uncomfortable about the fact that I was gonna have to walk down the aisle in tennis shoes. THen as it got closer to the time for the ceremony to start I got scared. Scared that I didn't want to be married. Should I leave now I thought before it's too late - or will I regret it if I leave now? Then of course the whole do I want to leave just because I feel like I have to be here or do I want to leave in spite of the fact that I know I'm supposed to be here. Can you say "circular thoughts" sure I knew you could. - radar -
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